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Time Theft

It is an utter nightmare when you’re attempting to beef up security. I have the dizzying spiral of trying to fix my landline, then struggling to deal with my mobile phone.

… And wanting to cry.

Then extending my brain trying to figure out home security… at the end the marvel of email security.

I absolutely am sick and tired of having to repeatedly update passwords, change things around – nearly scream myself half to death.

My neighbor has told me that I’m paranoid. My friends have said the same.

For my psychological piece of mind, I’m doing all this stuff now. It’s soo frustrating though. And to top it off, I have to buy an additional spotlight camera, as two of mine have failed. So now I have no camera currently watching my car.

Seriously…

I want to scream at the top of my lungs, I’m so frustrated!!

~J. Lyst

Now I’m at the buttcrack of night and haven’t completed my assignment NOR had any dinner. I’ll be doing both shortly.

Ugh!

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    missabigaylemaelieser

    What is your assignment on? I have a few due soon as well and an exam on Monday!

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      misslyst

      I’ve had to learn over the years – and I still am – that I can’t solve all of the problems I’m facing.

      My lesson involves Bible Study. The more I read and work on my lessons, the more I begin to understand the benefits of what I’m learning. I used to always be angry and would fly off the handle in my personal life. Always. It’s not just medication that has helped me over the last few years.

      My personality was absolutely rotten before.

      I feel like I’ve become a better person for it. A lot of people around me noticed that I seemed calmer and this was before all of the medication I’m on now. I don’t think I’ll ever stop studying the Bible. I’m currently also working on trying to read the entire book from cover to cover. I’m seeing the personality that God has and understanding the sacrifices he made for all of us.

      Before, I never thought that he cared or that he noticed at all, but he’s actually investing time for us, which is very nice. And it’s not just as a whole. He sees each one of us as precious, even people with minds that are broken like mine. I’ve spent a lot of time in prayer over the years and just about every one of the things I’ve asked for, I have received.

      There’s a lot going on in my life ‘behind the screen.’ A lot of pain, stress and fear, but I’ve managed so far. With his help.

      Goodness know I couldn’t do any of what I have on my own.

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