Hey, Miss J!

I’ve been working pretty hard recently to make sure that I put what’s important in front of everything else. It’s vital for me. Over the past few years, I’ve had to cut off many distractions in the way of my goals. People had to be cut out too.

This time, it has been those who were close to me by blood. What I have learned is that blood family don’t always have your best interests in mind.

In fact, fairly often… if they’re dealing with problems of their own, they’ll try to drag you into the mire.

… I have problems with my physical health. I’m physically limited by them.

… I have problems with my mental health. I am extremely limited by them.

Medication to treat both is causing additional problems. Part of me wonders if those problems were there at first. Did my medication aggravate it?

Were those problems there to begin with?

All I know right now is that I’m sick… and hurting. The last thing I need to expose myself to are people who are so saturated with their own insecurities and self-hatred that it’s all they can see.

I have friends who are far worse off than I am… and I’m so inspired by seeing them pushing through – despite the fact.

My life this week has become very quiet… and compared to last week – soo much better.

~J. Lyst

Oh! Sims 4 has horses! Of course, my sims are gonna have horses now! I want to work with my villagers, but I was startled to see the next house I was supposed to work with has 8 people, most of them children or toddlers.

I’ve started a brand-new family. They’re teens and started off with a filly. I gave them a bit extra, like $230 simoleons to purchase some supplies for their horse. Then… the male teen went and found one of those gold poop things? And he went and sold them at a 300% markup.

Their lot is absolutely massive. I can see them having chickens, a llama, a cow and probably a mini goat and mini sheep. I’ll be playing them for a few generations before they merge into the other families.

Okay.

That’s it!