Hey, Miss J!

Would I look strange without glasses? I wonder…

I just got these glasses, but it seems that I might need to get a new pair already. My sense of balance, visual acuity and everything else is off. I had to remove my glasses to read something today. It was unnerving, because everything else was even more of a blur while I managed to read the text.

I explained to a friend today that my vision is “wobbling” Like I’ll look at a surface and it seems to be moving. I’m not entirely sure what to call that.

Is it due to one of my meds? I read that the drug I take to treat my muscle fatigue and pain can cause stress to the kidneys. I’m struggling not to be panicked about that. I always am wary about being on meds because of the risks vs benefit.

I am currently medication compliant because half of my meds aid my breathing. Over the course of my short life, I’ve come to enjoy actually being alive and breathing.

Unfortunately, I’m now worried that the medications I’m on are starting to have compounding side effects. I hope I’m wrong about this. I don’t think of myself as a hypochondriac, but I have so many worries about my health. Considering my family history, what should be normal aches and pains are frightening to me.

Fortunately, my heart is in good shape. Or rather it was before my medical regimen changed.

My most recent bloodwork looked near perfect though, so… Maybe I just keep doing what I’m supposed to?

IDK. I just managed to wolf down two halos to go with my nighttime snacks. The rest of that entire bag is now in the dehydrator. Then tomorrow, back to extremely healthy eating. I’ve been having brief times of maybe 1 or 2 bad meals every other week.

My share today was some ice cream and half a happy meal with my friend.

Had eggs with two meals too.

I’m starting to feel paranoid!

Ugh… I’m just going to down this water, finish my videos and work on my meeting notes.

Night!

~J. Lyst