writing
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PenPenPen
Writing. That’s the main one. When I’m writing, time doesn’t exist. Space doesn’t exist. All that exists is the laptop, that story and whatever music I’m listening to. ~J. Lyst FYI, I’m about to take in a third cat. However… she might be pregnant. … New adventures, ahoy! Continue reading
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Oh, Embarrassment Time…
In actuality, there are three series. The first one is “Untold Stories of the ER,” which almost satisfies my desire to learn medical facts. I also watch “Hoarders,” and until recently… I was watching a lot of “Intervention.” The last season was a turn off for me, so I haven’t watched it since. Since I… Continue reading
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Be Careful What You Ask For
I’m so confused right now. I took a hiatus off writing to give myself a chance to rest and relax. Instead, it’s starting to look like the opposite. I have views but only 1 comment. Am I begging for them? I’m not trying to, but there is nothing there at all. Most of my reviews… Continue reading
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I Cannot Capitulate (Public)
Preface: Despite the most recent battle I’ve had the last 6 years, I’ve finally come to the conclusion that my value does not depend on an arbitrary identity that I should have had. Did I want that identity? With all my heart I did, but that’s not my reality. I’ve had a very good friend… Continue reading
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OohOhhOOOH Stuff ‘n Stuff Now
My refrigerator My stove My bathroom You would think my phone, but it takes a backseat to stuff that directly effects my health. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Death
Each subsequent death has forced me to grow up. Even after losing most of my close family members, I’m still losing friends left and right. And I’m continuing to learn and adapt from that. Doesn’t make it less sad. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Before 20s
Had most of my family. wasnt using pain killers like now. no stress sbout anything other than homework and classmates.. in bad pain, rn. ~J. Lyst excruciating… Continue reading
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Of Course, Right?
Since I’m back to writing again, my biggest challenge will be to not run myself ragged to punch out chapters. I’m about to release the next chapter for NtC after I finish up and do a quick (Ha!) editing session. Are there other bigger things than that? Of course. But that stuff is a lot… Continue reading
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Sometimes Life?
Sometimes, being awake and alive can be boring to me. It’s not because I hate my life, but moreso that I’m so restricted in what I can do now. So there are not many things I can do for entertainment anymore. Social media is extremely boring. Like YT and TikToc, you keep scrolling, wasting time… Continue reading
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Simply The Best. Better Than All The Rest.
The best gift I’ve ever received in life… is my life. I’ve had to go through psychological trauma and various health problems. I’ve dealt with feelings of depression that were so deep–I never thought I would escape. I’ve had to fight through suicidal thoughts. I’ve been battling an eating disorder for close to three decades.… Continue reading