writing
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You’ve Lost That Burning Feeling
I don’t think I’ve hurt all over this bad in… quite some time. The temperature’s been fluctuating so much here that my fibromyalgia is acting out to an extreme degree. I was laying in bed for most of the day because I hurt so badly. I’ve joined NanoWrimo, primarily for NtC and C&R II. Got Continue reading
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Gray Twilight
Sometimes failure isn’t exactly a bad thing. Take today for example. I failed to pen out my workout regimen, however, I started verbalizing what I need to eat over the course of the day. It’s not news that I speak out loud to myself… or maybe it is. I believe it’s a coping mechanism for Continue reading
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Come Back And Play Now!
I had to struggle so much to get the basics done. I never did finish that second assignment, and I hope to get it done Sunday evening. Technically, I haven’t started it yet, but we’ll keep it at “did not complete,’ because I did not complete it. I don’t hurt as much as I assumed Continue reading
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No Can Fix
I’m tired… So tired. All because of being angry. So angry. I want so badly to crack open this new notebook. I finally have a new orange notebook for “Catch & Release II,” and step 1 for me is not to start writing. Rather… I need to pen out my outline for it. I think Continue reading
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Limits
Too often, I have to remind myself that I have to stop or rest. Even though my body screams the alarms, I’ll go and still try to keep on despite that. Today, I wouldn’t say I hit my wall. I’d say I smacked into it, went in six feet, became a gelatinous mass and oozed Continue reading
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Just Hold On
A friend of mine mentioned earlier today that this year is almost over. I mumbled something about getting older, which I am. Oh, so much older. I don’t even remember if I mentioned this on my blog, but you do come to a point when you’ll say something was ‘a few years ago,’ and that Continue reading