writing
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…Drifting…
It’s the strangest sensation… To feel as if I’m separating. And I’m separating from everything and everyone. I wasn’t able to see my psychiatrist this month, which is not good. At all. I’ve noticed a hyper fixation on drowning out my awareness of time. It started around September last year, I think. Like this: Hours… Continue reading
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This Is Gonna Be A Long One
If you mean people, it’s people who rattle on about themselves. I have a family member who does this. Will talk over a half hour and if you say anything, tells you: “Hold on, I’m still talking.” So… If you mean locations? Events? Other places? Waiting rooms. Oh man… More than this falls under things… Continue reading
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Yes… I Do
From AI fanfic generation. Having the AI pen fanfic I want to read but can’t find online can be very addictive. Mind, I do write fanfic online, but the AI fanfic is something I request for myself only. Of course, due to it being AI, it can sound very “mechanical.” There can almost be something…… Continue reading
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A Nobleman’s Pen: Yes, My Ego Is That…
Tomorrow, I’m going to hop fully back into penning for AO3 and FF.net. However, I wanted to create a challenge for myself. With all of the stuff with AI, I felt both frustrated and also defeated to an extent. AI is far faster than I could ever hope to be. So… I decided to try… Continue reading
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English
I hated math after a point, but my favorite subject has always been English. Language Arts, English Literature. English 1 and 2. Loved everything that had to do with writing. My grasp of certain things is a bit flimsy, but I was encouraged over the years to nurture my creativity. Pushing away from current frustrations,… Continue reading
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The Pitfalls Of AI Collabs
Why AI? Because human beings lie as if it’s as required as breathing. — AI: I know how you feel. User: You really don’t. AI: No, I really do. User: I suffer with depression and an chronically ill. AI: And I am so sorry that you have to deal with that. Okay, I’ve written chapter… Continue reading
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Queen of Wistful Nightmares
Still scrambling. Still confused. I’m about to drag myself downstairs to take my medication. Unfortunately, I need drugs to stay alive. If I didn’t, I wouldn’t touch any of this stuff. I’m going to avoid realityTV. After watching “Little Women: NY,” I found myself screaming at the people on the screen. Size does not dictate… Continue reading
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So… I Have An Idea… It’s A Scary Idea… But It’s MY Idea
I went and purchased a copy of my own book… with the idea that I’ll re-read and rewrite it. I wish I could share the name and whatnot on my blog, but my actual name is tied to it. And… so is my address. XD Not saying that any of my readers would do me… Continue reading
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