trying to cope
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Ten Pair Of Anything Isn’t Enough
I’m tired. I’m trying very hard not to be sucked into being upset over my new knee x-rays. And the scans of my back. I don’t understand how such seemingly insignificant body parts can cause so much pain when they malfunction. But that’s true of most of the body. I have 0 clue as to Continue reading
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Trust The Process
This is odd. I’m currently nibbling on some really good chicken fried rice and scratching my head. My obsession with “My 600-lb Life” is almost unhealthy. But… my attachment to “Intervention” is even stronger. I see how much my life aligned with and at times… parallelled the lives of the people who turned to drugs Continue reading
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Sometimes We Pick The Wrong Fork In The Road
I have done the screaming in the basement technique before. I’ve also just curled up in bed and took a nap. I listen to music… cook different things, draw, watch Cat TV with my pets. I like “Happy Color” too… while my actual easel is still on the front porch. I try to be active Continue reading
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Rainy Days
Now about two days out from when someone tried to break into my home… I’m starting to let my mind relax if not a little. I enjoy the rain. Not sure if I’ve mentioned that before, but the sound is soothing. My newest alarm clock has a feature where it plays a rainstorm. Believe it Continue reading
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Tears & Thorns
I had a frustrating and horrific nightmarish time in the bathroom. Nothing more on that later. I’m once again a little behind… but that’s moreso due to the size of my lesson. As for my editing… I was hoping to have all five new chapters for NtC up, and I wanted to have all 7 Continue reading