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1-2-3 HEAVE
Yup. Still very much manic. I want to get the cleaning stuff done already. My sinuses are 10x better when I dust and vacuum. Still dealing with racing thoughts… unfortunately. I keep promising myself that either I get a good night’s sleep or I’ll go and clean up the entire house. Then, I decide on Continue reading
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Hyped Off A Feeling
For the longest time, I’ve wondered and dreamt about what it would be like if I could build my own home. I got hooked into the Sims 4 back in 2019 after my surgery since I figured I could at least drown out my feelings in the game. Well, now I still wonder what it Continue reading
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A-N-G-E-R
Ohh, let me count the ways. I think the best way to describe my mood right now is irritated, agitated, sad… furious and grumpy. I’m angry. It was pretty bad earlier. I was screaming in the basement about what I was going to do. Do as much of one lesson as I can, then plot Continue reading
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Ici
Right now, I’m working on unkinking my shoulders and neck. I’ve done an excessive amount of running around today. Not as much as yesterday. My legs still feel the aftereffects of so much running. Up, down, and around. My back has also been hurting me all day. I’ve been dealing a lot with fighting cravings. Continue reading