mental health
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Drops
When are I written? June 11, 2022. What am me done? Eating grapes. It’s a bit after 1 in the morning, but after I take my medicine, I won’t be up till nearly 8am. Have had several terrible moments in the last few weeks. The latest one was my father being in yet another car Continue reading
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Out Of Ashes
Just simple observations really. It’s so strange to hear the sounds of birds chirping away, especially when it’s only three in the morning. I’m sitting up hours later now, half listening to a tv show… and half trying to stay awake to coherently type. I’m quite tired, you see. For someone who is not yet Continue reading
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All That Glitters
Time: 2:40PM Date: May 9, 2022 So… my therapist didn’t reach out to me at all. I’ll be honest, it makes me feel like I’m not important enough to deal with. I thought I had gotten to a point in my life where I wouldn’t feel so miserable anymore. Go figure. I have not. Sometimes Continue reading
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Sure Successes
I am always perfectly capable of being impractical and imperfect. If there’s ever been anything that I’ve been consistent with – it’s never completing anything. I have several totes filled with incomplete ideas; and lots of sketchpads full of unfinished art. I’m still staring at the manuscript for a novel I originally published in 2013. Continue reading
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Where Are You?
Time: 9:17am Date: September 27, 2021 — I wanted to start off by apologizing for disappearing like I did. My mind tells me to say that I won’t be ‘waxing lyrical’ about what I’ve endured since I’ve been gone. That’s not the correct way to address it though. It wasn’t ‘waxing’ anything. I’ve been through Continue reading