mental health
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Summer Nights
Time: 11:04pm Date: July 2, 2022 This time, I wasn’t late for an update because I didn’t want to mention anything. I was in such a rush to get prepared for Friday morning and Saturday morning that I literally couldn’t sit down to write much at all. I enjoy the 1st Friday of the month, Continue reading
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So Sick
I can round this month off by stating how utterly annoyed I am with myself at present. I thought I was done with wrestling with side-effects of these drugs, but no. No, that would make too much sense. Coming to an emotional and physical plateau would be fine. Too bad that I never seem to Continue reading
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Restart
I missed yesterday. I know this. I started working on chapter 14 and was so excited and hyped… I figured that the next day I would have an idea as to what I could write about. Sometimes, we all just need a little refresher. Current Time: 10:21pm. I’m sitting here, nibbling on peanut butter and Continue reading
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Callin’
I know what my plan last night was… What I actually achieved is the exact opposite. I did not make a single keystroke. I think I’m literally tapping on dry now. Maybe the tank’s at or near “Empty” right now? I feel like I poured way too much into ‘Lemonade’ before stepping near chapter 14. Continue reading
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What A Drag
Time: 10:21pm. Music: Heart – Stranded I’m starting to feel excited in things again. I don’t want to take this feeling for granted. I wonder if the change is due to my pills or my family situation. Problems and stress with family, then the pain of ignored phone calls made me very depressed. I never Continue reading
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Hamsters In A Cage
I can’t even be that upset today. The sudden drops in energy I experienced were concerning, but it was also pretty odd for me to wake up before 7am. On average, I try to fit in 7 hours of sleep or more. I didn’t achieve that at all today. I think I got up around Continue reading
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3:46
There comes a time in your life where you have to choose. Do you want to stay in the same rut or stretch out? For me, I have chosen to go straight down the middle. There are many things in life that I’ve had just growing stagnant, but at the same time, there have been Continue reading
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Navigating Changes In A Linear World
This is a morning blog post. No wai! To be honest, I rolled out of bed this morning and felt like I was smothering. Not only did I forget to plug myself in so I can breathe properly at night, I forgot to put my brace on. I didn’t forget to move my laptop to Continue reading
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The Beat Goes On
Wrist feels a little bit better today. I consider it quite an accomplishment… one that I had nothing to do with. I wore my brace when I went out earlier today. I also have one that I’m able to sleep with at night. I didn’t mention this yesterday too, or maybe I did. Some of Continue reading
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