mental health
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Seat Of Motivation
I don’t have long, so let’s talk. I’ve often questioned what was the driving force behind what I do. I enjoy soft, fuzzy things that make me feel warm. Maybe that’s why I write fluffy stories so well… because it’s something that I don’t have in my life. I yearn for it. Sometimes, I feel Continue reading
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Stability
It normally takes two to dance the tango. I prefer to sit on the sidelines and watch. My stability, or lack thereof is a topic that I agonize over often. I’ve learned recently that I need to be able to drive on a more regular basis. It’s upsetting because as long as I take my Continue reading
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Aching Tingles
So, I’ve been in pain since yesterday. In my legs. I walked to the doctor’s office and back, which was less than a mile and I hauled out a bunch of trash. Now pain is all I have. I was in agony last night, and sitting here at 10:24PM at night I still hurt. The Continue reading
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To The Front of The Back
I had another idea in mind for my title. It was strange… less so than this. I’ve been trying to bolster my moods while I’m awake for some time. It’s quite difficult. One thing I’ve been digging into is music that I listened to during my childhood. One came up of course, and I had Continue reading
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Dunce Caps & Drizzles
I don’t know how to describe my feelings right now. I’m stuck between a mixture of chagrin, nausea, frustration and yes – anxiety. I’ve been stupid, fooling myself into believing that I could very easily handle the first week of this month. The first week is always hard on me. There are bills that need Continue reading
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Bubblegum Dreams
Everything has to pop, doesn’t it? If you don’t want to have more of a look at how disturbed my mind can be, you might want to look away from this blog post. If you do, you were warned. There has to be something said about your perspectives in many things. Because I deal with Continue reading
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Addicted
So, I’m sitting here watching yet another episode of Intervention, debating purchasing the next season. One of my friends asked me why I watch shows like this. I told her what I’ve told everyone else. I watch these types of shows because I want to know why and how these people can fall so deeply Continue reading
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Fast Impact
It can be relatively easy to fall into a pattern. I used to have one. My waking hours fluctuated wildly, but I was fine with it. I woke up normally when the sun was up or rising regardless of when I went to bed. I had various things I had to do during the daytime, Continue reading
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Trials & Flailing Attempts
Date: July 21, 2022 Time: 3:27PM Music: Go-Go’s – Our Lips Are Sealed / Dionne Farris – I Know — I don’t know how to address the previous days. I can’t complain that much at all. I ended up watching a few of those “True Crime” stories. If there’s anything I dislike, it’s when someone Continue reading
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