medication
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Dunce Caps & Drizzles
I don’t know how to describe my feelings right now. I’m stuck between a mixture of chagrin, nausea, frustration and yes – anxiety. I’ve been stupid, fooling myself into believing that I could very easily handle the first week of this month. The first week is always hard on me. There are bills that need… Continue reading
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Bubblegum Dreams
Everything has to pop, doesn’t it? If you don’t want to have more of a look at how disturbed my mind can be, you might want to look away from this blog post. If you do, you were warned. There has to be something said about your perspectives in many things. Because I deal with… Continue reading
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Fast Impact
It can be relatively easy to fall into a pattern. I used to have one. My waking hours fluctuated wildly, but I was fine with it. I woke up normally when the sun was up or rising regardless of when I went to bed. I had various things I had to do during the daytime,… Continue reading
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Summer Nights
Time: 11:04pm Date: July 2, 2022 This time, I wasn’t late for an update because I didn’t want to mention anything. I was in such a rush to get prepared for Friday morning and Saturday morning that I literally couldn’t sit down to write much at all. I enjoy the 1st Friday of the month,… Continue reading
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So Sick
I can round this month off by stating how utterly annoyed I am with myself at present. I thought I was done with wrestling with side-effects of these drugs, but no. No, that would make too much sense. Coming to an emotional and physical plateau would be fine. Too bad that I never seem to… Continue reading
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Callin’
I know what my plan last night was… What I actually achieved is the exact opposite. I did not make a single keystroke. I think I’m literally tapping on dry now. Maybe the tank’s at or near “Empty” right now? I feel like I poured way too much into ‘Lemonade’ before stepping near chapter 14.… Continue reading
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What A Drag
Time: 10:21pm. Music: Heart – Stranded I’m starting to feel excited in things again. I don’t want to take this feeling for granted. I wonder if the change is due to my pills or my family situation. Problems and stress with family, then the pain of ignored phone calls made me very depressed. I never… Continue reading
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Navigating Changes In A Linear World
This is a morning blog post. No wai! To be honest, I rolled out of bed this morning and felt like I was smothering. Not only did I forget to plug myself in so I can breathe properly at night, I forgot to put my brace on. I didn’t forget to move my laptop to… Continue reading
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