medication
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Closer Together
No walk tonight, but was on point with my eating, which is fantastic. It was so annoying to count each and every single calorie today. Drove me nuts. I wanted to start biting into the side of my fridge today. I had a very big breakfast, but it was super healthy too. My lunch was… Continue reading
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Alls Noms That Ends Nom
I was trying to avoid eating so late. I also under normal circumstances have the meat I’ll be eating thawed out and ready to go. Didn’t happen today. Also got some super strange news about my body, and I now have a lot of appointments to schedule. I’m not happy about this. I hate being… Continue reading
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Recalibrating
I completely forgot that I was supposed to get a phone call from the doctor and not an in office visit today. Which means I ended up at the doctor’s office without an actual appointment. Now, the doctor still took me in and saw me regardless. She explained that my dosing schedule was throwing things… Continue reading
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Unsteady
I was unaware that there’s a strange half-life or 75% or summat for my mood stabilizer. The antidepressant is extended release, but the mood stabilizer? No. So the doctor said it’s a possibility that I’m as off-kilter as I am due to unregulated medication uses. Struggling to maintain some sense of order in my life… Continue reading
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1-2-3 HEAVE
Yup. Still very much manic. I want to get the cleaning stuff done already. My sinuses are 10x better when I dust and vacuum. Still dealing with racing thoughts… unfortunately. I keep promising myself that either I get a good night’s sleep or I’ll go and clean up the entire house. Then, I decide on… Continue reading
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Like Monsters
Nothing like marathoning “Intervention” and “Hoarders” to make you re-reevaluate decisions you’ve made in life. Granted, I have learned a lot from both series. I really like ‘em. I have gotten absolutely no writing done. None whatsoever. Been spending so much time doing absolutely nothing to help myself either. I have a lesson to prep… Continue reading
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A Long Drive, Two Times
Feeling disoriented today. Doctor sent me a prescription for a new medication. The sensation I get, suddenly feeling heat in the back of my head… only to feel it travel down to all my limbs… It’s so strange. The new medication I’m on is supposed to help control the tremors I’ve developed in my hands.… Continue reading
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Oh No…
Here I am, wondering why I feel like my brain won’t shut off and why on earth I’m running on less than three hours of sleep a day… I’m going through mania again. I think… the last time I did this, it was the same thing. I’m on a mood stabilizer, but I do know… Continue reading
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Blurry New World
Am extremely tired, rn. Doctor added additional medication à 2 try and counteract side effects from psychiatric meds. New meds making me sleepy & have me a bit disoriented. All I can say right now. Night! ~J. Lyst Continue reading