life
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…Drifting…
It’s the strangest sensation… To feel as if I’m separating. And I’m separating from everything and everyone. I wasn’t able to see my psychiatrist this month, which is not good. At all. I’ve noticed a hyper fixation on drowning out my awareness of time. It started around September last year, I think. Like this: Hours… Continue reading
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No One
I know that looking at other people and their lives can be thrilling. It can be exciting to think about it, but on the flip side, people have serious issues. Like super serious. We only see from the outside, so things might look better. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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I Do Not DIY
I’m not coordinated enough to do this. For other projects, I have no focus. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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We’ve Covered This, But Let’s Try Again
Not just a word. An entire vernacular. I know that as a millennial, I am somehow seen as “old,” as I’m nearly 40… but I look very young. I’ve had different people assume I was in my early 20s… which makes me extremely concerned about what current 20 year-old adults look like. I would not… Continue reading
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Stability
Wups. Sorry about the list. I forgot it was only one item. So my biggest challenge will be obtaining stability. In my life and home. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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That “It’s Not Worth It”
Doing things to yourself to deal with the stress of bullies is not worth it. You stress-eat and cut your eyebrows off and cry online, but you never tell your grandparents. You chew on you knuckles and ‘check out’ in class or skip classes altogether, which doesn’t help you. Please, focus on your self, your… Continue reading
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This Is Gonna Be A Long One
If you mean people, it’s people who rattle on about themselves. I have a family member who does this. Will talk over a half hour and if you say anything, tells you: “Hold on, I’m still talking.” So… If you mean locations? Events? Other places? Waiting rooms. Oh man… More than this falls under things… Continue reading
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Fentiman’s Ginger Beer — YUMMMM
It’s difficult to get hold of it. So last time, I ordered from Balducci. For my next round? I’ll likely order from Balducci again. Amazon has gotten ridiculously overpriced with it. Likely individual sellers. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Shiny, Happy, People
I love being around friendly people who are not gossipy. Ones who talk about positive things. Often, I need a sunshine to my rain. People who spread gossip get on every last nerve I have. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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It’s More Of A Type Really
My favorite style of shoes are in sneaker form with steel toes. So, I’ll provide the background for that. I used to work in retail, and an on-going risk is having things drop on your foot. But oddly enough, it wasn’t until I was wearing steel-toed sneakers that things started falling. Thankfully, my feet were… Continue reading
Hey, Miss J! 