eating disorder
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Fixin’ For A Fix
I didn’t realize just how messed up some of these episodes of “Intervention” are. Then… I thought about it. I have seen people on that show do lines off the lid of a toilet’s tank. I’ve also seen them pull water from inside the toilet bowl to dissolve and properly shoot up heroin. The idea Continue reading
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It’s Always About The 6
“My 600lb Life,” and “My 600lb Life – Where Are They Now?” Since I have an issue with food myself. I can overeat… a lot. I also eat fast, but have been trying to slow down for the longest time now. Starting to get better at it. So… I make my meal, try to make Continue reading
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Is This Early?
That I wasn’t completely out of my mind, just sick from two different mental illnesses that parallel each other, then collide over and over again. Or maybe I am out of my mind… Sometimes, I feel like a stranger in my body. I probably need to talk to my psychiatrist again about that. https://healthmatters.nyp.org/understanding-difference-bipolar-borderline-personality-disorder I Continue reading
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Watching That Liquid Courage
I enjoy watching “Secret Eaters.” Though, I am also partial for “Supersized vs Superskinny.” I remember reading a comment on YT about it once… how we should have SS v SS here. I would disagree. The reason for that is fairly simple… On the original show, they send the supersizers to the US to meet Continue reading
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Head Stomach Connection
My father was shocked when I told him how I could eat a 16-inch pizza in one sitting. Along with wings. This wasn’t the thin crust either. It was a thicker crust pizza from Papa John’s. Now that I’m making my own pizza, the stuff I could buy just… smells absolutely awful. It looks and Continue reading
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A-N-G-E-R
Ohh, let me count the ways. I think the best way to describe my mood right now is irritated, agitated, sad… furious and grumpy. I’m angry. It was pretty bad earlier. I was screaming in the basement about what I was going to do. Do as much of one lesson as I can, then plot Continue reading
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Constant Craving
I’m always always hungry. It’s a nightmare. Between food addiction or an eating disorder… I’m not sure which is worse. I unfortunately have both. This particular blog title is on brand… at least I think so. My doctor recently put me on prednisone. To help my lungs. Now, I’ve been on it before… but right Continue reading
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Ici
Right now, I’m working on unkinking my shoulders and neck. I’ve done an excessive amount of running around today. Not as much as yesterday. My legs still feel the aftereffects of so much running. Up, down, and around. My back has also been hurting me all day. I’ve been dealing a lot with fighting cravings. Continue reading
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For So Long
When I watch “My 600…” I sort of shudder at the similarities. One of the women on this show stated that by the time she was 14, she was 220 lbs. When I hear the closeness of it, I clench my teeth. When I was 13, I was 230lbs. It was frightening to see. When Continue reading
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