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Wayward Paths
Today went well. Much better than I expected it to do. Unfortunately, I’m still not doing well in terms of having a normal bedtime. Tonight will be no different. Though I can take my gabapentin for the pain, I cannot take my hydroxyzine. I need to be awake. I have been too distracted this month Continue reading
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Work Smarter, Not Harder
At 11:21PM yesterday, I created this document – named it, and then left it for today’s use. When I do that, I often forget what the topic I was going to address. In this case, I remember quite clearly. I have brand new curtains, but some of them didn’t fit… I nearly sent all of Continue reading
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Where Do You Go?
Despite feeling horrid this morning, I still dug in my heels and finished some errands that painfully needed to be done. The problem was the traffic though… It was bad. When I got home, I was out of time for anything before I went out. Now I’m back though… and since I have plans for Continue reading
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I Will Remember You
What is my seat of motivation? Where is the well that I draw from daily? I’m not exactly sure. All I know is that I have a much stronger desire to live than I have before. Even though my days can be tiring, I still enjoy what I’m able to do… Everyday. Even on days Continue reading
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Sorrowful Torment
One of my close friends died today. I am not sure what else I can say beyond that. I am grateful that she is not suffering anymore, but it does not make her loss any less painful. Thankfully, she can rest in peace now. Without being so sick and in pain all the time. I Continue reading
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Heading The Right Way
I’m doing a bit better tonight… I think. I plan on doing my usual nighttime reading, and then shift it to the morning. It’s rough to do this sort of reading at nighttime and retain anything. It’s a mess… a hot one. It’s a main priority, so it’s awful that it gets done after my Continue reading
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For So Long
When I watch “My 600…” I sort of shudder at the similarities. One of the women on this show stated that by the time she was 14, she was 220 lbs. When I hear the closeness of it, I clench my teeth. When I was 13, I was 230lbs. It was frightening to see. When Continue reading
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Eyes On Me
I’m sitting here… yawning so wide that my jaw might crack rn. It’s bad. I fell asleep during a meeting today, which I struggled not to do. Then I got to visit with a very dear friend. It was so nice to see her. Apologies if the title is weird or repetitive. I got it Continue reading
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Farewell False Heart
I think it’s mildly put to say my entire sleep schedule is messed up. I want to say something else, but trying not to curse even offline so… Grr. It’s hard to keep myself within the restrictions and demands of my own written schedule. I get upset and just angry with myself for writing such Continue reading
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