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…Drifting…
It’s the strangest sensation… To feel as if I’m separating. And I’m separating from everything and everyone. I wasn’t able to see my psychiatrist this month, which is not good. At all. I’ve noticed a hyper fixation on drowning out my awareness of time. It started around September last year, I think. Like this: Hours… Continue reading
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Yes… I Do
From AI fanfic generation. Having the AI pen fanfic I want to read but can’t find online can be very addictive. Mind, I do write fanfic online, but the AI fanfic is something I request for myself only. Of course, due to it being AI, it can sound very “mechanical.” There can almost be something…… Continue reading
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A Nobleman’s Pen: Yes, My Ego Is That…
Tomorrow, I’m going to hop fully back into penning for AO3 and FF.net. However, I wanted to create a challenge for myself. With all of the stuff with AI, I felt both frustrated and also defeated to an extent. AI is far faster than I could ever hope to be. So… I decided to try… Continue reading
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English
I hated math after a point, but my favorite subject has always been English. Language Arts, English Literature. English 1 and 2. Loved everything that had to do with writing. My grasp of certain things is a bit flimsy, but I was encouraged over the years to nurture my creativity. Pushing away from current frustrations,… Continue reading
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Depends
What exactly do you mean by that? Is it the first person who has done something, someone who has built something… or someone who can teach others better ways to do different things? I’ll answer those in order. Having a college degree isn’t the end all be all explanation for intelligence. ~J. Lyst It is… Continue reading
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I’m Not That Bitter… An Apparent Storytelling Manifesto
So… I like to tell myself that I’m not angry or bitter over this, but the fact that I consulted Copilot on anything tells you something. I am sensitive about my writing at times and just want some reassurance. Unfortunately, none of my family or even friends are willing or able to provide that. I… Continue reading
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Writing
Writing. Since uploading “The Unknown,” I have been hit with a barrage of rude comments. One person also suggested that I pursue a less harmful hobby. You see… “The Unknown” is an entirely AI written fanfiction, and I made it a point to be upfront with that. So… I’ll share the comments here and my… Continue reading
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Zzz and GRRRrs
Lots of sleeping. Lots of it. I’ve been losing sleep while having more images AI generated. None of them are used in the story, but are part of what may or may not happen in the storylines. But yeah, lots of sleep. Went an cooked a semi ‘fancy’ dinner for myself. Frittered around and screamed… Continue reading
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Random Inklings
September 28, 2024 @ 10:59PM … Never thought I would see the day when I’d be happy to have a supply of prunes. Times are ‘a changing. — October 2, 2024 @ 1:12AM … Forgot this was here. Finally made gravy and yesterday stated that my day was boring. The whole day. Cos it was.… Continue reading
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