anxiety
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Navigating Changes In A Linear World
This is a morning blog post. No wai! To be honest, I rolled out of bed this morning and felt like I was smothering. Not only did I forget to plug myself in so I can breathe properly at night, I forgot to put my brace on. I didn’t forget to move my laptop to… Continue reading
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The Beat Goes On
Wrist feels a little bit better today. I consider it quite an accomplishment… one that I had nothing to do with. I wore my brace when I went out earlier today. I also have one that I’m able to sleep with at night. I didn’t mention this yesterday too, or maybe I did. Some of… Continue reading
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Out Of Ashes
Just simple observations really. It’s so strange to hear the sounds of birds chirping away, especially when it’s only three in the morning. I’m sitting up hours later now, half listening to a tv show… and half trying to stay awake to coherently type. I’m quite tired, you see. For someone who is not yet… Continue reading
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All That Glitters
Time: 2:40PM Date: May 9, 2022 So… my therapist didn’t reach out to me at all. I’ll be honest, it makes me feel like I’m not important enough to deal with. I thought I had gotten to a point in my life where I wouldn’t feel so miserable anymore. Go figure. I have not. Sometimes… Continue reading
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Balanced But Askew
Sometimes… I feel like I’m being punished for being honest. When I get asked: “How have you been?” and I have a rotten weekend, what am I supposed to say? “Oh, fine. Do not worry; everything was fine. I absolutely had no problems.” That’s not at all correct. I had so much anxiety rise up… Continue reading
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Bitter Pills
Bitter Pills I can never seem to escape the drumming or ticking in my head. I was struck recently at how fast time is passing. Is it because I’m sleeping more? Am I more distracted? What is it? My mornings are usually so full that when night approaches, most of what I can do involves… Continue reading
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Why Do I Do This To Myself?
Did you know that this blog has narration? Click here to listen to Miss Lyst’s Murmurings! I’m also on Spotify! I don’t want to ever be accused of saying that I can see ahead, but in this case… I knew that the high had a low. What goes up must eventually come down, right? For… Continue reading
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