mental health
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Stability
It normally takes two to dance the tango. I prefer to sit on the sidelines and watch. My stability, or lack thereof is a topic that I agonize over often. I’ve learned recently that I need to be able to drive on a more regular basis. It’s upsetting because as long as I take my Continue reading
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To The Front of The Back
I had another idea in mind for my title. It was strange… less so than this. I’ve been trying to bolster my moods while I’m awake for some time. It’s quite difficult. One thing I’ve been digging into is music that I listened to during my childhood. One came up of course, and I had Continue reading
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Bubblegum Dreams
Everything has to pop, doesn’t it? If you don’t want to have more of a look at how disturbed my mind can be, you might want to look away from this blog post. If you do, you were warned. There has to be something said about your perspectives in many things. Because I deal with Continue reading
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Trials & Flailing Attempts
Date: July 21, 2022 Time: 3:27PM Music: Go-Go’s – Our Lips Are Sealed / Dionne Farris – I Know — I don’t know how to address the previous days. I can’t complain that much at all. I ended up watching a few of those “True Crime” stories. If there’s anything I dislike, it’s when someone Continue reading
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Dust
I’m trying to put words to how I feel right now. When I feel depressed, I would always go into what I call “death spirals” depending on the severity. My medication was stepped down a dose… and yet… I hurt, but not as much as I could. I lost a very good friend last month… Continue reading
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Summer Nights
Time: 11:04pm Date: July 2, 2022 This time, I wasn’t late for an update because I didn’t want to mention anything. I was in such a rush to get prepared for Friday morning and Saturday morning that I literally couldn’t sit down to write much at all. I enjoy the 1st Friday of the month, Continue reading
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So Sick
I can round this month off by stating how utterly annoyed I am with myself at present. I thought I was done with wrestling with side-effects of these drugs, but no. No, that would make too much sense. Coming to an emotional and physical plateau would be fine. Too bad that I never seem to Continue reading
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Restart
I missed yesterday. I know this. I started working on chapter 14 and was so excited and hyped… I figured that the next day I would have an idea as to what I could write about. Sometimes, we all just need a little refresher. Current Time: 10:21pm. I’m sitting here, nibbling on peanut butter and Continue reading
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Callin’
I know what my plan last night was… What I actually achieved is the exact opposite. I did not make a single keystroke. I think I’m literally tapping on dry now. Maybe the tank’s at or near “Empty” right now? I feel like I poured way too much into ‘Lemonade’ before stepping near chapter 14. Continue reading
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