Introspection
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It’s So Strange
I’m a very open person about most things… though there are certain things that I don’t even share with my psychiatrist. A very good piece of advice I received was technically two fold. The first one told me this: “Be careful who you share personal information with.” So… I had that on board. I’ve become… Continue reading
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Keep On Shining
I think this is one of the few instances where I’ve been uncertain as to what I should or even could say. My day was not a bad one. I finally got through the horrid heartburn that had held me captive for nearly an entire day. The nausea from that is like nothing I can… Continue reading
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Too Many?
I’ve recently gotten into needlework, which means that despite the problem with my hands, I am drawn in to stitching, knitting… etc. etc. I’ve recently replaced a missing button on my shirt… and I’m debating placing another one. I’m currently working on an embroidery project. No clue how to do ending stitches for knitting or… Continue reading
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Do We Need To Go There?
Music is an integral part of my life. I’ve either played music or sung it for most of my life. Without it, my life would be so quiet… and hollow. Even when I dealt with major depression as a teenager, music was how I expressed myself. Back then , I wrote a lot of poetry… Continue reading
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If Only…
Therapy today was nice. We tried this kinesthetic tape to help support my thumb after paraffin treatment and cupping. I’m extremely sensitive to temperatures, so the therapist had to cool down the wax to help me. What struck me was how difficult it was for me to use the pedal exerciser today. I try to… Continue reading
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Universal… At Least For Me
Never. EVER. Never jump into a relationship with someone else based on looks alone. Or based on sex. I jumped so hard that I stupidly gave money when asked, assuming my ex was being honest. I went to the extent of getting engaged, only to find out about the whole other life my ex had.… Continue reading
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Adrena—Whaa?
The headache I developed from the nightmare of last night followed me until 2 or 3 this afternoon. I was in bed and trying to sleep it off. It was excruciating and made me queasy. I felt like my brain was sloshing around in my head. I still had a long task list to get… Continue reading
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I HATE THIEVES
Currently, I am trying to remain calm. But I have a headache now… I’ve already had two strokes this year and have an appointment in a few days to check and see if I have a clot that’s breaking off bits here and there. My evening was going fine until around 10PM this evening. Then…… Continue reading
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You’d Think It Was A Good Thing
I wonder if all of this falls under Narcissism. Seems like it! ~J. Lyst There are so many other reasons I avoid family. I’m not even texting any of them. I also got a deceptive voicemail recently. “Oh, I’m just calling to confirm that everything transferred over and you saw my name. Give me a… Continue reading
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Auto~Mation
The best week for me would be one where all of my meals were cooked perfectly and the entire house was cleaned and repaired. I would get a solid 8-9 hours of sleep every night and not find myself screaming every other hour. If my house could do all of that for itself, it would… Continue reading
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