Introspection
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I HATE THIEVES
Currently, I am trying to remain calm. But I have a headache now… I’ve already had two strokes this year and have an appointment in a few days to check and see if I have a clot that’s breaking off bits here and there. My evening was going fine until around 10PM this evening. Then…… Continue reading
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You’d Think It Was A Good Thing
I wonder if all of this falls under Narcissism. Seems like it! ~J. Lyst There are so many other reasons I avoid family. I’m not even texting any of them. I also got a deceptive voicemail recently. “Oh, I’m just calling to confirm that everything transferred over and you saw my name. Give me a… Continue reading
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Auto~Mation
The best week for me would be one where all of my meals were cooked perfectly and the entire house was cleaned and repaired. I would get a solid 8-9 hours of sleep every night and not find myself screaming every other hour. If my house could do all of that for itself, it would… Continue reading
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FOR PERSONAL USE ONLY
I absolutely love fonts. Even if I’m the only one who ever sees the documents in use on my laptop, I love them. I spent a good one to two hours finding and downloading and helping an older friend of mine install her new fronts. Course, I’ve installed a bulk of them myself so… What… Continue reading
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Miss Fix-It, Innit?
So far, I’ve either taken apart or done minor upgrades on about 8 different laptops at this point. Seeing as I plan on tidying up my office space, I’m going to be removing and discarding the older PCs that have like nothing in terms of value or usage. One of the keepers is this adorable… Continue reading
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Signed, Sealed, Print
Yesterday was nice. Nice and quiet. I also slept better than I have in a very long time. Years probably. Yeah, at least for a good decade. Also, since I’m a geek, I was marathoning “Untold Stories of the ER” while building some Lego stacks… with only white, black and gray bricks. The large, the… Continue reading
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In Recognition Of Limitations
In Recognition Of Limitations I have a confession to make. I can’t do it anymore. As of today, I will no longer be writing, editing, or even reading fanfiction. The latter part is going to be a bit difficult, but it’s for good reason. To sustain my mental and spiritual balance, I can’t do it… Continue reading
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Getting Down
Over the last few weeks, I’ve had a great sea change. Along with my improving view of myself. My normal behavior at a grocery store—even if I’ve eaten—would involve me putting some sort of snack in my cart. Potato chips or cookies. Along with changing my perspective in life, I’m also actively working to change… Continue reading
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Is That A Rhetorical Question?
My answer to that could go in different directions. If I were to discuss how I felt mentally… I could rightly say that I felt frustrated. So, I suppose that I am frustrated. But while I am, I’ve once again cut contact with them. However, this time I didn’t tell them. There was no… Continue reading
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New Habits Acquired
Vacuuming, (recent) hitting the litterbox daily, toothbrushing, (trying to) keep on top the dishes, (recent) hauling out the trash everyday, (recent) nighttime showering. There is more, but no space for it all. Srsly. Let’s just say I make my life easier by being more proactive. ~J. Lyst Continue reading