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Callin’
I know what my plan last night was… What I actually achieved is the exact opposite. I did not make a single keystroke. I think I’m literally tapping on dry now. Maybe the tank’s at or near “Empty” right now? I feel like I poured way too much into ‘Lemonade’ before stepping near chapter 14. Continue reading
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What A Drag
Time: 10:21pm. Music: Heart – Stranded I’m starting to feel excited in things again. I don’t want to take this feeling for granted. I wonder if the change is due to my pills or my family situation. Problems and stress with family, then the pain of ignored phone calls made me very depressed. I never Continue reading
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Hamsters In A Cage
I can’t even be that upset today. The sudden drops in energy I experienced were concerning, but it was also pretty odd for me to wake up before 7am. On average, I try to fit in 7 hours of sleep or more. I didn’t achieve that at all today. I think I got up around Continue reading
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The Beat Goes On
Wrist feels a little bit better today. I consider it quite an accomplishment… one that I had nothing to do with. I wore my brace when I went out earlier today. I also have one that I’m able to sleep with at night. I didn’t mention this yesterday too, or maybe I did. Some of Continue reading
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Bent But Never Broken
Today, I’m dealing with the expected fallout from overworking the tendons in my right hand. Even though I use an ergonomic keyboard, to be able to type this post, I had to turn the keyboard forward and have it at a 45 degree angle. When I say I’m in pain, I am. It’s not the Continue reading
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All That Glitters
Time: 2:40PM Date: May 9, 2022 So… my therapist didn’t reach out to me at all. I’ll be honest, it makes me feel like I’m not important enough to deal with. I thought I had gotten to a point in my life where I wouldn’t feel so miserable anymore. Go figure. I have not. Sometimes Continue reading
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Where Are You?
Time: 9:17am Date: September 27, 2021 — I wanted to start off by apologizing for disappearing like I did. My mind tells me to say that I won’t be ‘waxing lyrical’ about what I’ve endured since I’ve been gone. That’s not the correct way to address it though. It wasn’t ‘waxing’ anything. I’ve been through Continue reading
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Pick and Peck
The headache I suffered after my class was unreal. I felt like I’d had so much packed inside my cranium that there wasn’t space for much else. The headache still lingers even now. Time: 12:43AM Date: July 28, 2021 I really need to fix my sleep cycle. After I finish this quick update, I’m going Continue reading
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