Check-In
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Dark Phases
First off… Oww. My oldest cat left claw marks on me. And in me. To be fair though… it is partially—or mostly—my fault. I went ballistic when I realized the source of the stench and feces around different spots in the house… was her butthole. And yes, I said butthole, because that’s what it was.… Continue reading
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You Won’t Need Other Friends Anymore
I feel less like death warmed over today. I’m not sure what happened yesterday. I didn’t use my notebook. And you know what? I probably didn’t write it down because I didn’t want to remember. Tonight, I’m going to be up, as my assignment was changed yesterday morning. I’m also dealing with general groans and… Continue reading
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Dot dot dot
nearly got zilch done. and of course, forgot my writing again! 😭 ~JLyst Continue reading
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You’ve Lost That Burning Feeling
I don’t think I’ve hurt all over this bad in… quite some time. The temperature’s been fluctuating so much here that my fibromyalgia is acting out to an extreme degree. I was laying in bed for most of the day because I hurt so badly. I’ve joined NanoWrimo, primarily for NtC and C&R II. Got… Continue reading
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Recharge
I’m trying hard not to think about what it means if my bloodwork shows evidence of muscle breakdown. Some of the possibilities are very detrimental to my overall health. I don’t like this – the constant sensation of feeling so tired and weak. One thing I do know is that I have got to find… Continue reading
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Come Back And Play Now!
I had to struggle so much to get the basics done. I never did finish that second assignment, and I hope to get it done Sunday evening. Technically, I haven’t started it yet, but we’ll keep it at “did not complete,’ because I did not complete it. I don’t hurt as much as I assumed… Continue reading
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No Can Fix
I’m tired… So tired. All because of being angry. So angry. I want so badly to crack open this new notebook. I finally have a new orange notebook for “Catch & Release II,” and step 1 for me is not to start writing. Rather… I need to pen out my outline for it. I think… Continue reading
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The Panic Cubby
Again… I’m tired. It took so very long to get anything done today, so I’ll start off soon. The title of this blog post is so I’ll ‘sort of’ remember what I wanted to talk about. Now… will I look back over it again? Who knows? ~J. Lyst I’ll be out of town at some… Continue reading