Author Dabbles
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It’s Better To Light A Candle Than Stumble In The Dark
Still trying to grasp that life/life balance. I have to call it that because that’s pretty much all there is now. I have an appointment coming up soon to see what’s wrong in terms of my muscle weakness. I think… I’m going to ask a friend to drop me off there. If she can. I… Continue reading
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Willing Fire
So, I took my anxiety medication last night… and the result was me sleeping for over 9 hours. The way I decided to take them was funny. I stood there, stared at my pills and acknowledge that I had nothing else to do the next day. And I needed to de-stress. The problem was that… Continue reading
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Hunter
At times, I worry if I’m my own the crosshairs. I attempted to joke with one of my friends today. I think she was lost for a second. I do it often with my readers. My off-handed comment to her went along these lines: “Man, I hope that author decides to update. I’ve no honest… Continue reading
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With All My Heart
What is this reality? The one where – under compulsion – I churned out 24 pages of a brand-new fanfiction in less than two days. In a completely different genre! I took a cleaner approach this time and printed out the work so I could edit it. Now… the problem with doing that for NtC… Continue reading
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Continuum
I’m so confused right now. I was peeking at my ‘Literature’ folder and found much to my horror… that I had a second fanfic folder aside from the current one for ST:VOY. Wait… I just got an idea. I’ll combine the two of them. Or trail them? I’ve no clue if anyone knows that I… Continue reading
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I Broke My Watch
I’m not exactly sure why it happened, just that it did happen. Course, I’ve bumped into things before, but this time… the heart rate stopped registering correctly. I tried three or four different methods to reset it. Hard reboot. Clearing user data. Uninstalling, then reinstalling. Resetting the device to factory standards through the watch… None… Continue reading
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My Life Is A Mess
So, I have my new – previously old – prescription back. This means that as soon as I take the pills, I need to be near my bed. I’m uncertain if I’ll lose consciousness, but sleep would be pretty nice. Like normal, long sleep. My brain can fully cut off … or mostly. Then I… Continue reading
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Powerhouses
This morning, I felt like I was a goner. I thought I was going to collapse. For some inane reason, someone thought it would be a fantastic idea to shoot fireworks until 4:30 in the morning. So, when I was finally able to get up in the morning, I’d had less than two hours of… Continue reading
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The Moon Is Orange
I’m embarrassed to admit this… but I was so confused when I looked at my medication boxes today. I forgot that June only had 30 days and for some reason my brain said 31. My grandma always told me: “30 days has September, April, June and November. All the rest have 31 – except February… Continue reading
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Fruitful Frenzies
For some reason, I’ve forgotten on two separate nights to tape my gabapentin. The medication, while lower in dose than before, helps me to sleep… which is no doubt the reason behind me sleeping only about six hours in the last two days. Today wasn’t too bad though. I’ve found a bunch of those little… Continue reading