misslyst
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Hyped Off A Feeling
For the longest time, I’ve wondered and dreamt about what it would be like if I could build my own home. I got hooked into the Sims 4 back in 2019 after my surgery since I figured I could at least drown out my feelings in the game. Well, now I still wonder what it… Continue reading
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I Totally Forgot What I Was Going To Call This, So Sorry
nausea. the one horrible thing in my life that I have problems avoiding. I’m back to watching the tiny home videos and back to wondering if I can pull that off in thr Sims 4. cat has an appointment in the AM, and I am trying ro get stuff done for tonight in the house.… Continue reading
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Break Off the Z’s
I need a break from constantly bring tired. It doesn’t matter how long I’ve slept. 8 hours, 9 hours, 12 hours I’ve slept in a day… I’m still bone tired within 2 hours and want to go back to bed. So yeah. Need a break from THAT. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Mobliey Noms
Wild day… exhausting night. Doc worries that the psych meds she put me on caused that event. The one that we thought was a stroke. Now am baking a fresh batch of crackers. More tomorrow. ~ J. Lyst Continue reading
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So Simple, Yet So Sad
I wake up with minimal pain, am able to eat and drink without a problem. Am able to take my meds on time and don’t choke on them. I can be happy that I did not hear one ambulance or police car racing down the street, sirens blasting. There are no news reports of anyone… Continue reading
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Incapable Of Innocence
You come to know how bad things are… when you pray in gratitude for making it into your home. Which is exactly what I did tonight. I thanked God Almighty that I was able to get into my home safe and sound. I’ve felt tired and ill most of the day, so I delayed taking… Continue reading
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Weird Spirals
I know that I’ve gone from thinking everything was wonderful with no problems at one point of my life… right into hating that I woke up every morning. And from that, I moved to accepting that I did wake up on a daily basis. Now, I’ve done an entire 360 and wake up thinking things… Continue reading
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Because Of You
I’m beginning to see some serious dietary issues now. While I normally have the energy to cook, I’ve had nearly no energy to do much of anything. My energy seems to peak around 1-3PM… then all I wanna do is lie down and sleep. Because of the lack of energy, my eating habits have completely… Continue reading