misslyst
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Looking Back
Today was a bit rougher than I expected. I was trying to schedule doctor’s appointments and referrals… and I started getting disoriented and forgetting things. It’s upsetting. In mind, I had a mental picture of this very tasty food I like that has cabbage, carrots, and this creamy white sauce. Yet… It took me five… Continue reading
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Alls Noms That Ends Nom
I was trying to avoid eating so late. I also under normal circumstances have the meat I’ll be eating thawed out and ready to go. Didn’t happen today. Also got some super strange news about my body, and I now have a lot of appointments to schedule. I’m not happy about this. I hate being… Continue reading
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But To The Whole Family
Currently watching an episode of “Intervention.” Many of the cases on here are so sad. Some have people that I’m a bit on the fence about. Mostly because of their behavior. The behaviors are horrible in many cases… but it’s due to the addiction. It makes me frustrated when I think about my own issues,… Continue reading
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My 6-What??
currently watching my 600lb life. Again. Sean’s story makes me sad now that I know what happened to him. I also plan on getting some sleep soon. I think I half napped after I got in. geeze. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Speedy Gone Ready
I can’t. I’m staring at what I’m supposed to edit and my assignment. I’ve been tired since 2PM this afternoon. Bedtime for me! ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Soft Spoken Words
I’m not tired. That sucks. But I think I had a weird semi-nap today. I also unfortunately had my dinner late, so I have to sit up to try and mitigate my chances of having terrific heartburn. And by terrific, I mean absolutely terrible. I did most of my chores today, but my left knee… Continue reading
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The End Of The Good Times
This all depends. Are we talking about the Erikson model of life stages? If so, I’d say that I miss Intimacy vs Isolation. Also known as young adulthood. I know that I’m not an old adult by any means, but I feel like I’m crouched right on the edge of middle age. Though I… Continue reading
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Recalibrating
I completely forgot that I was supposed to get a phone call from the doctor and not an in office visit today. Which means I ended up at the doctor’s office without an actual appointment. Now, the doctor still took me in and saw me regardless. She explained that my dosing schedule was throwing things… Continue reading
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Unsteady
I was unaware that there’s a strange half-life or 75% or summat for my mood stabilizer. The antidepressant is extended release, but the mood stabilizer? No. So the doctor said it’s a possibility that I’m as off-kilter as I am due to unregulated medication uses. Struggling to maintain some sense of order in my life… Continue reading