Spanish Guitar

So… I’ve frittered away the entire day, but I know what I’m suppose to do.

But oh, I don’t want to.

However, if I keep putting this off, I’ll be doing wrong by all of the changes in my life this year. Ignoring the internal changes will start bringing me down externally.

To be fair though, I’ve been obsessively reading my own writing yet again. I’m the kind of person who can watch the same TV episode over and over and over again. Every single time, I hear something that feels so new and fresh to my ears.

And re-reading over C&R—cos let’s be real… re-reading NtC is rough—I still laugh at parts and see something I forgot I wrote.

But… b—but my house…

Eww… I hate being an adult.

I hate the cleaning part the most, but then I appreciate having a clean home. What an utterly odd situation. After this, gonna do my night reading, and turn on hoarders.

Seeing those disgusting toilets always motivates me to clean.

~J. Lyst



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