Hey, Miss J!

I had a frustrating and horrific nightmarish time in the bathroom. Nothing more on that later.

I’m once again a little behind… but that’s moreso due to the size of my lesson.

As for my editing… I was hoping to have all five new chapters for NtC up, and I wanted to have all 7 chapters of C&R up.

But… I’m dealing with a personal issue that’s being triggered by my writing.

I’m gonna try to ignore my notes tomorrow… Don’t know if I’ll be able, but I do now that now, I am very upset over it all.

I keep having these invasive thoughts that I do not appreciate at all.

Thoughts of things I refuse to ever write. Even when I write for myself, which I haven’t done in close to a decade maybe… I am extremely careful about what I write.

… And now, my arms don’t seem to want to cooperate.

Not doing too well at this attempt to recover and move on from NanoWrimo.

Eww.

Once I can move my upper extremities properly, going to attempt to make myself some late night mac n cheese. I’m still working on the milk to cheese ratio. I almost have it…

Almost.

Now… for the best part—seeing if my arms can at least cooperate for me to move my mouse.

~J. Lyst

You know… I might start working on that kid’s story that my dad wanted to cowrite with me. Maybe I’ll make some artwork to go with it.

Or… like the nerd I am, I’ll make the art first, then work on the writing.

I really miss those furballs. ☹