Lollipops And Tears

Isn’t it a shame that I had to look up how to spell “lollipop?” I couldn’t even remember how to spell a word so simple.

I’ve had a loaded few days. Yesterday, I found out that one of my friends had died on Friday. It just… It hurts. It seems like death is just creeping and creeping closer into my personal circle, and I don’t like that.

But…

There’s nothing I can do about that.

In all honesty, I could become the next casualty.

I sincerely hope not. I kind of got used to being alive.

I was not feeling the best today… then found out another friend of mine was very sick. She looked horrible when we were talking on Zoom.

… She’s been in poor health for a long time too.

I have things to do tonight…

Sometimes…

I don’t know.

~J. Lyst



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