I have so much that I wanted to do today, but I played Sims to decompress instead.
It was a sad day.
Another memorial service.
Another death.
Loss after loss.
There are so many who have died of late.
Some of my friends. Family of my friends…
You don’t quite feel it as badly when it’s people you don’t know. I’ll admit that. Still… it still hurts. It’s terrible. It hurts to see people hurting.
Just when I have one card penned for one person, I find out someone else lost a loved one.
I’ve told another friend that I need to start keeping a list of people. It’s getting to be that many.
The worry I have inside only intensifies… that I’ll start losing the ones in my closest friend circle.
I have chores and assignments to get done… I will deal with it in the morning.
Sleep deprivation is making me really sick… I need to start prioritizing sleep…
So, I don’t end up being the next one lost…
~J. Lyst
Unless it’s something that’s immediately needed, I won’t deal with it. Not anymore.
G’night. Sorry this wasn’t a happier blog post.
Hey, Miss J! 
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