Hey, Miss J!

I’m losing weight.

I wasn’t even paying attention. I haven’t been tracking my food at all. While I was contemplating that today, I realized that I didn’t have lunch.

I barely ate anything for breakfast.

I’m out of eggs.

I’m not in the mood to make and am out of bread.

I’m mostly out of cheese.

I’d have to thaw out meat to cook anything.

I’ve just not been in the mood.

I’m down to two apples and some kiwis. As far as fruit goes.

I hope this lackadaisical attitude is temporary.

Granted, I was in the mood to cook tonight, but burned myself out prepping and cooking corn tortillas. I didn’t want to deep fry anything, so it was extra work to prep stuff for baking.

I’m cleaned nothing. Not even after the cat.

I barely cleaned myself.

I think… I’m still getting used to the silence. It’s causing my focus and priorities to shift.

A lot.

I’ve had a larger desire to resume photography than ever before.

And gardening. Even though I hate dirt and bugs. I want to try to grow some fruit or veggies.

I’m disabled… so I am looking for additional hobbies to keep me occupied.

I can’t return to what I used to do at all to entertain myself.

Maybe that’s why I’ve thrown myself so much into cooking and baking. It keeps my pea-sized brain focused. However, I’m slow when cooking half the time.

It takes me three hours to cook pizza from scratch. Sooo…..

When I want to bake something, I usually need to carve out a solid three hours.

… Which is why I need to go back to reevaluate my weekly schedule. I don’t have anything printed down, which is likely why I’m out of step with everything.

~J. Lyst

I’m gonna go eat my nut and fruit mix and nibble on the fresh tortilla chips. I haven’t quiet got the flavoring for them right. I think next batch, I’ll sprinkle a bit of salt on them before baking and also toss it in the bag they go into when cool.