You Know That I’m Not Good

I believe it’s been two days now… since I handled any chores in the house or even cleaned behind the cat. I’ve felt like absolute garbage both days.

Yesterday, I needed to go pick up my package, drop off some mail, pick up my medication and manage to get home in one piece. I did… but I felt so very sick. Today, I had to put fluids in my car – where I learned much to my horror that the tank for the windshield washer fluid is cracking on the edges and busted in at the top. I had to walk this time – to get packages and pick up some bug spray.

This weird insect bit me. It was much bigger than a mosquito and had stripes on it…

I’m now worried that I’m going to come down with some horrible disease… And I haven’t been able to reach my doctor’s office at all. Now way am I risking walking to her office right now. Not with weather in the upper 90s.

Between that and plumbing issues, I’m seriously worried about how my next credit card bill will look.

I’m also just now realizing that I haven’t put together my medication for the next month, nor have I paid any bills, NOR have I done my reading or even cleaned the dishes in two days…

That heat, I swear. My fibromyalgia was flaring up badly. Between the headache and stomach cramps… yeah, no good. The headache is lingering too…

I want to cry right now, but since I’ve been playing Sims 4 for hours due to my brain being mainly goo, I need to go eat and take one of my night meds… not both.

~J. Lyst

I will be up since I need to create a chart of what I must be accomplished tonight before 4AM. Then I’ll be in bed probably till 10 when my day will once again ‘start.’

UGH!



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