Or we’re supposed to, aren’t we??
What I was told today hours ago was complete and total garbage. I was very upset, to the point of tears.
Then I went to visit another friend… and it was very nice. I think I’m going to make it a habit to try to visit every weekend if not every other one.
It’s nice to be around someone who doesn’t use their own mental illness as a defense weapon. Yes, I’ve said it. Cos I’m fed up.
I’m bipolar. Does that mean it’s an excuse for me being a jerk to people? No. Acting like a butthole is entirely your own decision. If you can feel hurt by others that means you can hurt others.
Just cos you can, doesn’t mean you should.
However, me impulsively wanting to buy something – yes. That would be my mania. My shopping cart with Amazon has over 600 items put into the “Save For Later” box. It’s been there for so long that quite a few of those items are now no longer available.
I’ve been happy – so far – that I can use my blog to decompress. I’d write a document for myself, but then what? What am I supposed to do with a typed-up document? I doubt my doctor would want to review that.
I’m gonna go write my To Do for tomorrow and see what I can manage in the next hour before I allow myself to sleep.
~J. Lyst
Hey, Miss J! 
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