Hey, Miss J!

It’s strange. I don’t often forget things. However, this particular document was made back on the 17^th, dated for the 18^th.

I made a mistake though. Completely forgot that I had this document. Went and goofily resumed working on the one I had set earlier in the day – all the while forgetting I had one.

I can’t let a good name go to waste, can I?

Wish I had more to report today. Currently watching another of the Prairie episodes. I’m still in season 2, so I have a long long way to go.

So, let’s see. Today… I tried to read some Star Trek: Enterprise fanfic. I like sappy fluff. I like it a lot. Yet, I felt kinda let down looking over some of the fics in the genre. I’m also confused. I think there were a lot of angry people over Jolene Blalock playing a Vulcan on the show.

A few of the stories bothered me. I think it’s good that the quality and integrity of my memory has declined from each additional medication I’ve been on. So I can’t always remember everything in vivid detail.

I am not a fan of NC-17 stuff, which is why I don’t write smut.

At all.

I’m sure some of my readers might be disappointed over that, but it’s something that I just can’t force myself to do. I feel very uncomfortable even thinking about it.

I think I’ll just avoid Wattpad with every fiber of my being.

Will I ever write fanfic for that genre? I have no idea.

Also…

I’m desperately trying to tell myself that I’ll finally finish tonight what I was supposed to for the last like 4 days.

However, I really don’t like cleaning. Bah. However, I do feel better when the house is clean.

Do that make any sense at all?

Sometimes, I feel like my thoughts are so contradictory.

I’ll get this up, try to get my jumbled thoughts together and get back in the kitchen.

I’m still dealing with a broken dishwasher. It made my life so much easier. And since I still have no hot water, I have to be content with washing my dishes with cold, soapy water.

I’m also looking around my office and frowning again. I suppose since there is a one day delay with pickup that I can start a pile to go out near the back… I have to take out trash and recyclables.

Then there are the leaves that I need to get out of my yard…

I keep seeing $$$ just disappearing into thin air all to be able to make my home easier to live in. Sounds stupid right? All of the items I’ve acquired help immensely.

I think about what I’ve spent in the kitchen alone to help myself. My saddle stool helps a lot since my dishwasher for now isn’t working.

Maybe I can do it tonight.

I promise absolutely nothing.

I’m a lot more inclined to do something now that I’m medicated though.

Now that I think about it, I need to start setting up my meds for next month too.

Whoo…

As one of my favorite songs says:

“When it all comes down, it’s an awful lot to do.”

~J. Lyst

I should write an addendum to my list. I have an order coming between 6-8am in the morning.

I guess I need to make myself some tea.

I feel like this blog post makes no sense. Sorry!