Part of this is TMI and/or NSFW.
Pro-Tip: I rarely post up warnings unless there’s something grody that I’ll be discussing.
I found something I emailed to myself. Sometimes, I’ll actually pen out things for the blog… then forget.
I feel bad about that.
From January 31st.
6:12am. Oh, I feel absolutely terrible.
6:14am. Had to reboot my phone.
I did my pt last night like I was supposed to. I feel stronger. I really do. I am somewhat more functional at home.
6:16am. Trying to motivate myself to take out the trash and recyclables. Normally, I wouldn’t mind going out before the sun is up, but people are a lot more violent here as of late. It’s really scary some days… But the trash won’t take itself out. Gonna wolf down some water – ha – and then drag my exhausted body out the door. After this, need to pull up the clean laundry and toss what’s in the machine into the dryer. Out go the lights and to the bed my body will land.
Today.
4:48AM. I had to deal with some chaos so far today. I haven’t slept, in case that was in question. I was skipping through episodes of “The Little House On The Prairie”.
…I hate commercials so much, especially when it’s the same thing over and over again.
My dislike for commercials is so strong that I looked up the prices to purchase all 9 seasons on DVD. Nearly $100. I guess I’m going back to suffering through the same commercials over and over.
And guess what they’re about? Medications to help with ulcerative colitis. I get to ‘ooh’ and ‘ahh’ over commercials about meds that reduce bowel movements while still suffering from food poisoning with a fermented food item. My insides smell like melting, wet rubber at this point.
That’s along with the weird stink I have from the mood stabilizers.
I’m actually about to clean out my CPAP tank, slap fresh water in there, slurp down some chicken broth and attempt to go to sleep.
Even though I would prefer solids, I suppose I’ll have to revert to liquids and semi-solids for now. Such as bananas.
I guess it’s good that I’m supposed to go grocery shopping today, huh?
11:29PM. Around 8PM tonight, I sort of “woke up” from a weird half sleep I did in my chair. I’m planning on doing some ‘spree’ cleaning soon, where I clear out stuff that might be freezer burned out of my doggone freezers. It’s better that way, I think.
Stuff I figured was no good in the fridges, I’ve been tossing. I’ve been pushing myself all day, since I woke up…
11:31PM. …And I just remembered that I took my medication. Good thing too, because I was about to go and take some additional doses. I have to be careful with that. One of them can cause seizures if taken in too high a dose.
I have an assignment to do, but I’ve been fighting myself, fighting the cold outside… It’s currently 19 degrees Fahrenheit, but feels like 5! Or to put it in another way. It’s -7 Celsius, but feels like -15! The weather in the US has been pretty insane lately. One of the states quite some distance above us had windchills of -90F, or -67C.
Even wearing my heavier thermals, I could feel the cold air. It was miserable today. I had to haul in my groceries, along with figure out what to have for dinner. I don’t even know if what I had counted as dinner.
Now I’m going to hit the hay. I have an assignment to do, so I’ll just get up early to do it.
That’s it, bye!
~J. Lyst
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