Caving In

My muscles still hurt from the PT exercises I did yesterday morning. Regardless though, I still plan on doing my exercises tonight. I really like them, even if they are painful.

Let’s see how today was…

I ended up sleeping in. I’ve been pushing and straining myself in three directions for so long that it’s not surprising.

The rest of my day went on without much of a hitch. Everything that needed attention in the kitchen was taken care of. Mid-Afternoon meeting went well!

Then, I tried to focus more on important tasks in the house. The result is me spending way too long in the living room clearing out old paperwork that holds 0 importance. I’m ½ done. Not because of being lazy, but since some of the paperwork down there needs to be scanned to my thumb drive before its destroyed.

I’m also a little groggy and really not wanting to finish the rest of my work tonight. However, my PT exercises won’t do themselves. Though I really wish they could. I’m thinking I’ll bust out my scrubber and clean up the tub when I’m done.

Foot dragging? Absolutely. I’m trying to not think about the notes that I need to get done for tomorrow night.

On a more positive note, I’ve begun new folders for my fics! OA is on the docket now, so I think I’ll set up a “station” to hold my notebooks once I get that extra shelving up here. It’s going to be hilarious to see on camera.

When I initially thought about doing that, I kept wondering if I’d even have any space to move around in here. And I realize that when I scootch my chair back and rest my head on the desk, I still don’t touch the “overflow” shelving directly behind me. It used to be to the right of me, however I’m trying to make my life more streamlined now. The brand new shelving is nearly my height, (AGAIN though… I’m not that tall…) which means that I should be able to fit on it what didn’t go on my “overflow” shelving.

I realize that this is being done not because I want to, but because it’s the only way to keep my desk cleared with all of these machines in here. And all of the paperwork.

Ugh… Maybe I should invest in an additional shredder?

Maybe I should rename my shelving too? I’ve no clue really. I’m really optimistic as to how all of this is going.

I’m starting to get worried about the “sudden” burst of energy that I have.

Am I manic again? I have no idea.

I’ll be slowly cutting down contact with individuals in my life who usually make the episodes worse.

I want to think that it’s excitement over the idea of finally having someone looking at my tank. Finally. That thing is soo OLD.

The basement needs to be cleaned up too, which will be a bit tricky. Cos I am at times lazy, and I hate being down there because its cold!

Plus, that puddle of water down there… Ugh.

~J. Lyst

Onwards now! Onward to PT exercises, bathroom cleaning and notes! I wanna cry now!

I don’t want to adult!



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