Hey, Miss J!

This is the 1st time I’m trying the text to Rather the it’s the 1st time I’m using the talk to text feature with my phone.. The reason I’m using this particular feature is because I’m not really a fan of trying to type a blog post on my phone, and I’m not the best at just going and grabbing my laptop when I need it.

So this particular nightmare is an unfortunate consequence of all of that period one thing I did want to mention though I’ve been cooking a lot with these different types of spices I’m not exactly sure how to pronounce any of them but 1 of them is a chili sauce. Because there’s a chili sauce, and I don’t mean cold I mean it’s actually like a sauce with chili Because of that it’s it has a bit of a bite to it and I did notice that my body is also starting to kinda smell like what I’ve been eating.

And I think I mentioned how yesterday I asked a friend of mine too just get away from my breath and just let me know how everything smelled and I asked her about that today. And it was funny because her answer was that it literally smelled like a garbage can like my breath just smelled like funk.

Then she asked me how the food tasted and I told her the food was absolutely delicious and she said yeah that’s what normally happens it tastes good but it smells bad.

Not I don’t exactly have too much experience in having really good food that smells absolutely horrible and then having the functionist transfer to my breath I don’t have any experience with that I’m not used to it. That doesn’t mean I can’t learn though that doesn’t mean I can’t be taught.

Honestly let’s be real honestly have no idea how this blog post is going to even look however because the blog post is part of my therapy it’s imperature that I keep it up.

I will admit to that it’s definitely hilarious that all I have to do really is just putting the commas and periods where they might belong.

I could really just fill this entire block post with a bunch of emojis but that’s not my goal for today. What I really want to do is I want to talk about just how I was so the day has gone kinda long it’s been a strange day.

I think I mentioned on my last block post that yesterday was a strange day well today was also a very strange day. Part of what I had to do with was just being completely drained because I’m finding myself once again on this whole thing where I’m downloading these games wasn’t one of this called survey junkie. And the whole purpose that I’m downloading these applications and these programs in these games it’s just to Maybe get like a dollar or 2 or $5 currently with one of them uh can’t remember what the name is, But with that particular one it has it has me I thinking up to like almost a $1.80.

I’m also going to apologize if this blog post doesn’t make sense in some areas, I’m not exactly taking the time to go over everything and revise everything because I had the attention span of a gnat and that is an insult to gnats everywhere.

Though I will acknowledge that I do go back-and-forth to try to correct things if I notice an error popping up while it’s taking down a diction I think that’s the correct term as diction right.

That was scary because the phone interpreted one word I said as something else entirely so I had 1 letter and a whole bunch of little stars and I know that a letter with a bunch of little stars is not a good thing it’s indicator that profanities been used, And if there’s something that any of my readers can say is that I do not have any profanity in my writing I do my best to avoid profanity like the hard profanity I don’t have that I really don’t have hard profanity I don’t want that in my writing.

But today kind of dragged because I was doing the game and I was doing the survey junkie and I’m gonna tell you there’s nothing that I hate more than having to sit in one spot for like 30 minutes to fill out a survey only to get like 4 cent it’s actually kind of an insult.

Then again it is what I signed up for.

Oh I wanted to also address the title of this particular blog post. So, I was talking to a friend of mine today and I mentioned the title of this one particular song by Loretta Lynn.

So the title that song is you’re the reason our kids are ugly. And it sounds absolutely awful and she kept asking did he try to say to his wife that she’s why the kids are ugly or does she say it to him and I told her these are 2 artists these are 2 musicians that aren’t married to each other their friends and so they collaborated to create this one particular song.

And anybody that knows Loretta Lynn knows that her hard hitting songs tended to be written about stuff she experienced herself.

I’m embarrassed to admit this too but one of my favorite songs by her is actually called fist city.

That says a lot too because I don’t tend to take to new artist very easily it takes me a while and when Amazon has that whole discover thing I think they have a you can discover 25 songs and something they introduce you to new music right. So what I ended up doing I listened and I’ll pick a song and I jump in the middle of the song and I listened to about 10 seconds of it then I jumped to another section and I might listen to 20 to 30 seconds of that song and if the song is good enough and I like it I’ll add it to my oh add it to my playlist.

What’s been happening lately though is that Amazon has changed things so you can’t really listen to one particular song unless you’ve paid for that song now I have over a 1000 songs that I bought from Amazon. The problem I’m running into now is that the song that I had on my playlist those particular songs I can’t really play anymore so when I go to hit play instead I hear the entire album and I have to scroll all the way through to find that 1 song.

Does that make me angry with Amazon? Absolutely.

Does that mean that I would ever leave Amazon though? 🤔 Absolutely not. Considering how many different items I try to purchase and pick up on a regular basis including my toilet paper and my paper towels my cat litter liners and my cat waste bags and quite a few other things including my brushes my hair gels let me see what else not my lotion because I went to a Walmart to buy my lotion no I won’t let me correct myself I went to a target but what I also find on Amazon is just even like little trinkets like stuff to create things like glue tape all those little things that I normally could go into a store or would have to go into a store to buy I can find There.

I also wanna apologize if this blog post sounds like I’m rambling but I normally will type my blog post and when I’m typing I have more time to think and be careful about what I’m saying.

However when it is voice to text I don’t have that luxury and also I know that the punctuation that I’m supposed to use probably won’t show up I mean the fact alone that I said the word diction and the 1st word that popped up was like a one particular letter and a bunch of stars tells you that I can’t quite get out what I want to get out in terms of my writing just by talking.

My mind always rambles on my brain is always going around in circles and right now I have a terrible headache and I think I need to get did I eat dinner I don’t remember if I ate dinner or not.

I did take my medication I remember that so I’m going to instead of me just saying that I’m going to go do all this stuff I’m just gonna try to get something done tonight before midnight so if that’s me starting on cooking or me doing a bit of cleaning even if it’s me putting something in the trash can I will just call that A-day call it done and getting back because my eyes hurt.

Sitting on the phone looking and playing games and then playing we’re not playing but doing surveys it is painful it is excruciating on my eyeballs and I’m realizing that it is not something I can do on a daily basis. I’m not gonna be spending all day everyday all hours of the day sitting and doing surveys that’s just not me I’m just trying to earn my $5 then I will just roll out from there.

So far from the gaming place I managed to get maybe $4 scraped together and right now I’m just trying to earn my $2 once I get my $2 I will go in uninstall everything and call it A-day the one thing I do like with this particular program is that well…

And I know obviously that there are other things I could do to earn $5 I could literally probably walk around in a few stores and just pick up $5 and change off the floor that would actually be more effective and a better use of my time than playing stuff on my phone. But I was unfortunately under the idea that Hey well at least I have fun you know I can earn a couple pennies here and there no it’s it’s not fun.

It’s almost as infuriating as using the upside app. If you don’t know what the upside app is it is an application you can use in your phone to scan a copy of your receipt from restaurants or gas station you go to you have to select the deal 1st or end location and then you get cash back based on your purchase up to have how much it is. The problem with it is the gas station that I was using and it had been using for years because the gas station down the hill for me is terrible that particular location of 2 or 3 times they were telling me oh we’ll give you one cent back per gallon oh we’ll give you 3 cent back per gallon as if that was supposed to be a compliment or something or something or some sort of wonderful gift.

Nevertheless I’m very happy this time because they gave me ten cent back and that came out to like 50 some cent I think. That’s a lot more than I’ve earned the entire time I’ve used the app and I’m up to like $2 which is great I can cash out but I have to get up to $10 to cash out without a fee. See I made a mistake of thinking oh I gotta dollar I can cash up this $1 nope it costs a dollar to cash it out so I had a dollar and 4 cent and I would’ve only gotten 4 cent to my checking account and that is just ridiculous.

Something like that can also be incredibly demoralizing because of the fact that I was trying to get that $1 I was looking forward to that $1. When I was able to physically work I didn’t worry so much about $1 I might cut stars with more so in the case of hundreds of dollars I was more concerned about that I kept wondering if I’m gonna have an extra $50 this week am I gonna be short $20 this week what’s going to happen?

Of course looking back on it now my fears were all unfounded and very very stupid. Can I put like a little emphasis on how stupid my worries were back then I don’t know if there’s a possibility that I’ll ever be able to do that but they were stupid very stupid.

Now my worrues are more so long the lines of do I have enough to get some food this week do I have enough to pay my car insurance and that’s a nightmare it doesn’t feel good to worry about stuff that shouldn’t be a big concern for most people. 😅

But then all things being equal and even I have to acknowledge that I’m doing a lot better than other people are. I was just talking to a friend of mine who is going through stage 3 kidney disease and we were talking about the different types of foods as she can amd can’t eat and I felt bad because a lot of food that she can’t eat are foods she loves and a lot of food she can’t eat are foods I eat.

I was about to make a nice scramble maybe make some tofu to share with her and because I read that tofu is not good for people who are dealing with kidney issues I cannot fix tofu and that makes me sad I like cooking for her.

Oh well I guess this is time for me to end this blog right here. And I say that because if I keep going I’m not gonna have time or the attention span or the patience to fix myself anything to eat or to do anything else in any other part of this house and I have a lot of stuff to do.

So I will leave this here. Thank you so much for turning into this blog I don’t think I’m gonna be making this into a Podcast because it rambles and it goes in circles and if I want to rampley’s circle weird looking Podcast voice unactivated voice thing blog post whatever it is… I won’t be doing it on there I already have stuff that I can probably record I’m supposed to be navigating well narrating for navigating the curve.

And if you’re wondering, yes I said activate it unactivated rambly circular blog post Podcast weird thingy ma bobby. 🤔

Chow. Well it actually spelled Chow like the dog.

~J.Lyst (I typed this part! 😂)