Hey, Miss J!

I feel very much at peace now. Currently, I’m watching a slew of black squirrels as they nibble on sunflower seeds off a fallen log.

Remember how I mentioned how I was sleep deprived yesterday?

Today, my phone rang at 6:30am to wake me up.

I did not request a wake-up call. I had my alarm set for 8, which wouldn’t have been much sleep, but it would have been better than what I had. I was terse on the phone with the caller and explained I was going back to sleep.

Unfortunately, I wasn’t able to go to sleep right away… then I ended up passing out.

I was asked later on why I was so short. I explained that I was sleep deprived and tired. I’m always tired, even when I get enough sleep. Due to needing to drive, I hadn’t taken my anxiety meds. Which meant I couldn’t sleep well at all.

I end up tossing and turning in bed. For a long time.

I stay in bed for over an hour before sleeping, only to be called early in the morning.

My friend told me that she was sorry she had to see my bad side. I explained to her that she has never seen my bad side.

I took my anxiety meds and ended up passing out in bed less than an hour later. I slept for a loooong time tonight.

Off the CPAP at that.

That’s not good. I need to be on the CPAP to avoid potential issues in my sleep. I have to change up the cushion and filters tonight.

I have a lesson to do tonight. After that, I’ll go do some planning for NtC Chapters 19 & 20 and record my next few podcasts.

No, I have not yet recorded for Part 1 of Navigating the Curve, Chapter 1. I have it split into three parts. I also want to do a speedbuild tonight.

I write to relieve my stress, so when I can’t write because I’m too tired, I start to get angry. And I mean really angry.

Even all of the Apple Text, etc vids aren’t enough to keep me happy for long.

So… I did finish my exercise for tonight. I put in an order for grocery delivery because it’s very much needed. I’ll apologize again for the frustration and anger in my voice in the Podcast for yesterday. Though I’m planning to record it tonight, so I might be okay to read it off the page now.

Blog post, done! Now, awaiting my groceries, which will be most enjoyed!

And onward to my lesson!

Yeehaw!

~J. Lyst

I also need to finally review the three chapters I need to revise/rewrite. I finally found my legal pad, so I’ll be penning stuff down.