Hey, Miss J!

I’m struggling. I really am.

Between the new frames that I’m having more than a little problem with focusing through to my flagging energy reserves – I would describe my mood as being “testy”.

But I’m too busy sleeping.

I’m uncertain what this bodes for my future, with me struggling and straining to do basic things.

And sleeping. Or napping.

All over the place. It’s a shame because I have so much that I want to do outside of writing!

Current Song(s): Heart – These Dreams | Amy Grant – Every Heartbeat | Britney Spears – Everytime | Dido – Hunter

I felt so good this morning that I’d managed to do my laundry in one evening without complaining about it or letting up. Then, I came to acknowledge the fact that I hadn’t done much else. Right after I fell into bed, I was gone… for hours.

When I got home this afternoon, I went to sleep and woke up after 6PM or so. It’s interesting how I wake up now.

Instead of it being just “UP”, now I’ve somehow acquired “flailing in the air – while confused about what’s on my face”. It’s like my body forgot that I have sleep apnea and need to use a CPAP to breathe at night.

Does one of my eyes wander on its own?

…I have to really wonder about that one.

While trying to view something, I find myself having to wrangle my left eye into focusing properly on what I’m looking at. The sensation I go through is equivalent to almost crossing my eyes. If my eyeballs got any closer together, they’d probably hug each other.  

My good vision comes from my right eye at this point. I have little if any hope for the left one.

I’ve never had such a long span of time between new glasses and decent vision. Though to be fair… I believe I had a 10 year period with my old pair.

Back then, I was ‘rocking’ Gucci frames. Now, I’m wearing something called Enhance. I had to pay $175 for these glasses, which is a far cry from the nearly $700 I paid for my older glasses.

Do I still have my Gucci’s? Yes. All things being fair, they are the first and only luxury item I have.

My muscles are sore and all I did was carry my mobile up here with me. Granted, taking those stairs was a killer tonight. Yikes.

So, we’re going to aim for an assignment to be completed tonight, another assignment scheduled and set up ahead of time for tomorrow.

And then writing.

And then shopping tomorrow because I want to make cheese.

How did we get to cheese? I have no idea. But I need some ingredients.

I also want to make banana bread tomorrow as well. Since my Sunday morning is apparently free now, I can get a bunch of things done. Laundry was supposed to be tomorrow – so I’ll take a portion of the day to put away my clean clothes.

I also need a brace for my ankle, so I’ll be looking into that as well. The only way I can do any walking for extended periods is with some support.

I WANT TO FINISH CHAPTER 18 SO BAD!

RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!

I have one of the major scenes closing out the chapter written, but not the rest of the chapter itself. Doggone it. I’m supposed to be uploading on Sunday.

Haha!

My readers are going to kill me.

~J. Lyst

Once again wrote “J. Lust.”

Ack!