Hey, Miss J!

At times, we encounter people in our lives who make a difference in one way or another. In truth, every single person we meet has some sort of after-effect. There’s always some remnant of them being there.

One of my good friends is named Ed. That’s it. Nothing too fancy about his name, but he’s touched my life is so many positive ways. He repeatedly extends himself to help others, when he really needs to let himself rest.

Thanks Ed, for all you do and what you continue to do. He was willing to accept my ancient PS1, that I purchased solely for the CD player and the graphics it has.

Silly? Yes. I didn’t buy games for it because I don’t want to play games on the PlayStation.

Now, about Navigating the Curve… I have Chapter 17 completed and am currently on page two of Chapter 18.

I think I managed to swallow down most if not all of my medication. Right now, I’m taking my wee light & dark green pill.

I’m getting more and more excited about returning to posting. It’s funny. It’s something so little, but it’s something that’s been integral to my sense of self going on close to twenty-eight years now.

I discussed my IT future with a friend tonight, explaining that I gave up so much for the first half and wasn’t willing to sacrifice so much again. I feel disappointed… somewhat defeated, but I honestly don’t have the time in the day to constantly spend studying. I have too many other things to do.

My friend asked me if I had a job yet, and I explained that I’m literally too fatigued and messed up for work. I’m barely consistent with my blog posts and this is something that I do for fun. Half the time, I’m also under the influence of medication and not safe to be around heavy machinery at all.

Oh well…

I suppose I have to keep going forward day by day.

After all, we can’t go backwards – only forwards.

See Ya!

~J. Lyst