updates
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Flight Or Flames
Oddly enough… I wanted to be an astronaut or a firefighter. I wanted to do something and be someone who was able to help others. Later on in life, that obviously never happened. Too many things. Too much stuff got in the middle of any plans I might have had. Now, I’m just a… …published Continue reading
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How BPD =/= DID
I am bipolar, have major depressive disorder and anxiety. And… I have BPD, which is borderline personality disorder. It means that I have issues with being alone. I have issues controlling my mood, and I am very unstable in relationships. Often, I feel like I’m being attacked when I’m not. It’s hard for me to Continue reading
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I’m Uncertain
In my line of work, we had aging computer systems. And by aging, I mean Windows 7 for several of them. However, using my mobile phone has come in handy in a few ways. I ended up looking up information needed at the job. So, I guess there’s that? ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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How Do We Count This?
Often, depending on the situation. If it involves cats or B-movies, that number drops to 40% chance I’ll say ‘no.’ ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Two Words: Prehensile Toes
When I was little, I would climb up the doorframe to the kitchen and hang off the top of the frame. I could touch the ceiling and tap my granddad on the top of his head. Scared him half to death many times doing that. I was able to grip the frame with my fingers Continue reading
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Gray Skies No Need To Clear Up
My favorite weather is moderate in temperature. And overcast. Warm days are OK, minus the blazing rays from the sun. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Can’t Recall
Sadly, my most influential teacher was my English 2 professor in college. Unfortunately, I don’t remember her name at all, but I knew she was hard as nails. My class started with 32 students and by the time it was over, there were only six of us. I had a C+, which was the highest Continue reading
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💃💃💃
I wish I could dance again like I used to do. When I danced, I made certain to not be around people too often. I did the whole: dance like no one’s watching. No clue what steps I was taking at all. At one point, tried Zumba, which was very fun. My poor balance now Continue reading
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…Uhh -No- Thanks…
No. No thanks. Years ago, I wanted one, but I was also in a very toxic relationship. My ex was very encouraging for me to get one. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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One Word… Hmm?
“Confounding,” because I rarely do what others think I might. ~J. Lyst On a side note: Pregnant cat is now here. She’s escaped confinement in the back room and is now roaming the rest of the house. The oldcat has not made a peep. The boycat only hissed one or two times… and they were Continue reading