My recent heath problems have made me afraid of dying. I’m attempting to get myself to where I live a healthier life.
Hydration: For years when I was working, drinking enough water was frowned on. I’m trying to get into regular water drinking.
Exercise: Attempting to get back into it. The energy gained will be worth it.
Healthy Cooking: My mood affects my cooking and/or eating habits.
Healthy Habits: I’m still cleaning, with the plan to run through the main rooms downstairs and then hitting the kitchen.
So yeah. Afraid of dying.
But…
Also afraid of being alive. Being alive means that I have to deal with physical, mental and emotional pain.
Regularly.
All while at risk of dying.
Main fears then: Dying & Living
~J. Lyst
Hey, Miss J! 
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