I could AGAIN… pay more attention to food prep. I really enjoy doing it, even though it’s exhausting.
Convince myself that I’m not selfish for wanting time away from my family for my own sanity. – Sometimes leaving your family behind is the best decision you can make.
Get used to my own voice and almost complete silence. – When I dealt with the public, there was always sound… always noise. An absence of that is something I’m still getting used to. Instead, I hold conversations with my cats.
Be less paranoid. – I’m away afraid of something someone else might do.
Etc.
Etc.
Etc.
I have no idea what else I should mention. I really feel like I should just redo my entire life all over again.
Can’t go back though. Only forward.
~J. Lyst
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