Limits

Too often, I have to remind myself that I have to stop or rest. Even though my body screams the alarms, I’ll go and still try to keep on despite that.

Today, I wouldn’t say I hit my wall. I’d say I smacked into it, went in six feet, became a gelatinous mass and oozed back out on the sides.

Normal activities I would have done without thinking when I was in college? Yeah… not happening.

The effort of going to the bus, riding on it and then returning and walking home was so much that I pretty much collapsed after I got in. I had one of those ‘fitful’ sleeps, likely aggravated by the lack of air.

I’m trying hard to remind myself to put on the CPAP if I’m going to sleep, but I was caught unawares when I fell asleep.

I was hurting too. A few years ago, muscle aches and twinges were the only problems, but now it’s all over wracking body pain.

I’m not that badly out of shape. I wouldn’t be able to travel up and down the stairs so much if I was.

I’m going to attempt to add a half hour of walking into my schedule. Or rather, follow what’s written. I’m terrible at following my own schedule, so…

One day at a time.

I also plan on penning out more of what I should do in terms of writing.

Since I now have like 77 views on “Catch & Release,” I need to figure out if I want to make it a three-part series or just two. Whichever I choose, it will reflect in the title of the chapter.

My previous fictions need attention too though… I’m about to look back and find that blog post I made on all this stuff.

~J. Lyst

Even though I napped, I’m still so tired…



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