Against The Wall

You know you’re getting old when you sit up and sprain your neck. All of that just from sitting up…

Right now, I’m fighting what I hope is just a dehydration fueled headache. I’ve been sitting for the longest time – off and on of course – at the computer and dealing with paperwork.

Told my aunt to turn off the TV, stop focusing on the news. Maybe watch Cat TV on YouTube. Far less stressful than fretting over things that we have 0 control over!

My relationship with my father’s side is still murky and up in the air. I think I’ve spoken with them enough for this week (probably) so I won’t pick up till next Monday maybe?

Texts, I’ll still do though. I don’t have to struggle while sending texts, and I can always modify what I’m saying before it’s sent.

In real time, many of us have a problem with blurting out something we shouldn’t because we weren’t paying close enough attention.

With them, I have to be very alert… which can be exhausting.

I am just sitting in bed right now, all stretched out and relaxed… and I rmember I need to do my nighttime reading.

I’m also overhauling my schedule. I can see several areas where the timing I have won’t work for me.

I need time for my Physical Therapy exercises and to attempt to do other exercise.

The schedule needs to be reasonable too.

If I stay up a bit tonight, I can get at least ½ of everything done.

… On the inside, I want to get to bed like right now. And deal with everything in the morning. Unfortunately, if I do that, in this case… too much will be backed up. While I’m awake and alert – mostly – I need to get stuff done.

~J. Lyst

A solid 60 minutes of racing around the house might be all I need to get everything done tonight. Or maybe 90 minutes. IDK.



Your Thoughts?