Fast update time I suppose! I only have 10 minutes so let’s see how coherent this will be. I feel okay today. Am eating down my morning oats before meds. I feel like I should have taken the medication for my anxiety last night, but I needed to drive this morning.
Even a short drive, maybe 5 minutes to me means no medication for like 14 hours. Or however long it was since 4PM yesterday to today @ 10:16am. I already deal with chronic fatigue anyway, not officially diagnosed as “:Chronic Fatigue Syndrome”, but between my chronic levels of exhaustion and the fact that I’ve nodded off behind the wheel…
Yeah, let’s not go there. I made pizza last night for dinner. It was absolutely delicious but took me like 3 hours to make. Because I make the dough too and hand to roll the stuff out. And I suck at rolling out dough.
Two weeks ago, one of my friends was here and she rolled the dough out like a pro. I tried to mimic what she did and nope! Goopy mess all over the place. Even now, one of my counters is covered with sticky flour and remnants of dough. I’m just happy I don’t have dough under my nails anymore.
I know that the longer I do something, the better I get at it. As compared to times in the past, this was an improvement.
Still can’t roll out dough correctly if my life depended on it.
… Hopefully it never comes to that.
But gastronomical failures aside, I also came up with an idea for what else I’ll be writing for NtC.
Ack… 5 minutes left!
I plan on writing some of the last scenes in the fiction to motivate myself to keep going. After a period of time after each chapter, I feel a sort of “warning” burnout. It’s one of those nightmares that writers encounter right before they hit the dreaded ‘wall’. In my case, because I’m churning out over 20 pages every two weeks, it’s starting to stress what little mind I have.
No, I am not at all about to go on a hiatus!
Do you know how mad I’d be if I couldn’t find out what was happening next in one of Juliette Lyst’s fanfictions??
I am angrier than everyone else, I can guarantee that to you.
Okay. Time to go. Time to finish my oatmeal, swallow down my pills and get on with the rest of today! I wish I could do two posts a day, but that wouldn’t be fair to anyone.
Till Then.
XXO
~ J. Lyst
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