Hey, Miss J!

Time: 11PM

Date: November 8, 2021

Mood: Dazed and frustrated.

Music: Mark Morrison – Return of the Mack

I’ve unfortunately been quiet for some time. It’s not that I didn’t want to update, but I literally couldn’t find the time.

And sure, you could call it laziness in a way. I wanted to be able to get sleep, then I’ve been stressed. Some random man named Bill kept showing up at my door, but he never brought any money with him.

That whole lack of income business can be nerve-wracking.

I had to deal with being called lazy because I wasn’t able to find work. The jobs I was qualified for involve standing and lifting 50 pounds without what is referred to as “reasonable” accommodations.

Translation: If you have health problems and/or are disabled, don’t bother to apply. Oh, but all of these companies are “Equal Opportunity Employers”.

There’s that… and I kept failing the personality tests.

Does that mean that I don’t have a personality?

Found out part of the reason behind all of my fatigue. I don’t breathe as well at night. It gets worse the further into REM I go.

That explains how I’m nearly drowning in phlegm when I wake up.

… Not an exaggeration.

Having a choking and gagging fest first thing in the morning is horrible.

To make matters worse, Filmora failed on me last week so I wasn’t able to get any content uploaded. Customer Service seemed wholly unconcerned. Now I’m learning DaVinci. I have a lot of backlogged content for YouTube…

Because I’ve been busy, I haven’t been able to pen any chapters either. It’s… painful, but I’m finding some solace in a new hobby.

More on that later.

I want to say that I’ll update again this week, but it all depends on how things go with me.

Till next time!

~ Miss J